dulcisnuntius: (sad - crying)
Dulcie ([personal profile] dulcisnuntius) wrote2011-09-25 05:55 pm

28th Message - [accidental video]

[Dulcie's apartment flickers into view. Her device is lying on its side, so the angle is slightly skewed and to the side. Everything in the room is bright, vivid colours. Perhaps even stronger than before this curse started, although it's hard to tell. Dulcie is curled in a ball in the far corner of her living room, her face shielded with her arms. She still has smudges of paint along her arm from the other day which she hasn't been able to wash off. Her shoulders are shaking and as the audio crackles in a ragged breath can he heard.

She lifts her face, and it is absolutely streaked with tears. She's crying so hard that she's having difficulty breathing, her breath coming in and out of her in strangled, ragged gasps. Her hand keeps coming to her face, trying to hold everything in and failing. The faint sound of a song can be heard over her gasps for air. Something sad and mournful. The feed slowly fades out, and as it does, a file is attached...







[ooc: Dulcie probably won't be answering for a long time, but action is more than welcome.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-26 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dulcie nods against his neck, hiccuping still. She pulls back a little to wipe at her eyes, her gaze fixed firmly on the floor.]

Yeah. I am.
designedtoparty: (I'm a homeless)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-26 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shuffles slightly, suspected he's not supposed to call her out on lying, but he doesn't think he's meant to be leaving her alone, either.]

...do you want to talk about it?

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-26 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dulcie shakes her head and leans in again so that her head is resting on his chest.]

I'm just being stupid. Can you stay here? For a while?
designedtoparty: (go away sun)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-26 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nathan shrugs, resting his chin on her head.]

If you wanted. You want me to stay the night, or were you planning on throwing me out sooner?

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-26 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dulcie giggles a little, still sniffing.]

I'd never throw you out, cowboy.
designedtoparty: (kinda interested)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-28 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you would. Here. Move over a sec.

[He disentangles his arms carefully. It'd probably be insensitive to shove her off, even for good reason. When he's got them free he starts rooting through his pockets for his weed. Drugs make everything better.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-28 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[She curls into herself again, folding her arms around her knees and watching him carefully.]

Do you have to right now?
designedtoparty: (I'm confused)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-28 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hesitates, looking at her uncertainly.]

I don't have to. I just thought it'd help, that's all.

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-28 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I just want to spend time with you.
designedtoparty: (stealthy plotting)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-28 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm here, aren't I?

[He thinks this would probably be a lot easier without a clear head, but he pockets the weed, stretching out his arm towards her again.] Would chocolate have been better? Because I'm pretty sure I lost a Mars bar down the back of your couch the other week.

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-28 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[She settles again into his open arms and snuggles.]

Just you is good with me.

[She moves her hand to run through the curls at the base of his neck before pulling him down in a slow kiss.]
designedtoparty: (can totes be sensitive)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-28 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's okay with this. He might not know what he's doing, but he's sort of pleased she wants him around even when she's upset. And when it comes to kissing it's pretty easy to forget his uncertainties.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-28 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[The upset is pretty much WHY she wants you around, bucko. She clings to him a little tighter and presses soft little kisses on his lips.]

You always make me feel better.
designedtoparty: (slouchy look)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-29 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Nathan looks unconvinced. He's still half-expecting her to break down and start crying all over him again any minute.]

I don't even know why you were upset in the first place.

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-29 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It was just nothing. Old stuff.
designedtoparty: (eh)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-29 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, sure. You always get that upset over nothing.

You sure you don't want anything?

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-29 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[She sighs. As much as she hates it, she really does owe Nathan more than blow-off answers.]

There was this boy. A long time ago. I... I couldn't save him.
designedtoparty: (idgi)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-29 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Luckily, Nathan's a lot less likely to be put off at the word boy than he is man. He just looks sympathetic, giving her a comforting squeeze.]

Well, you can't save them all, right? Even if you are an angel. [Despite the flippancy of his phrasing, he at least sounds sincere. Which probably doesn't really make his attempts that much better.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-30 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I guess.... I probably can't.
designedtoparty: (I thought we were friends)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-30 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
No one can. Anyway, it's one guy. I bet you've saved loads of people.

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-09-30 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dulcie discreetly wipes at her eyes and holds on a little tighter.]

This one was... well it hurt a lot more than usual.
designedtoparty: (I fought the law)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-09-30 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's not really sure what to say. He continues to look uncomfortable, patting her tentatively on the back.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-10-01 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Dulcie doesn't like the uncomfortable. Instead she straddles Nathan lap and starts kissing him hungrily.]
designedtoparty: ({kiss} up against the wall)

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[personal profile] designedtoparty 2011-10-03 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's more than okay with going along with this. It's almost a relief, not to have to keep being careful with her.]

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[identity profile] dulcisnuntius.livejournal.com 2011-10-04 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[This is not a girl you need to worry about being careful with, Nathan. She's already tugging her shirt off, only breaking off long enough to yank it over her head.]

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